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Narcissism vs. Self-Worth

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Hello, friend. 

We’re sailing into the new year now, and I wanted to check in. How are you doing out there? You may already know I’m anti-resolutions. They’re predicated on the assumption that you need to change a whole bunch of things about yourself. Nobody is perfect but from where I sit, the real scourge isn’t being goal-less. It’s a lack of healthy self-esteem. I’ve been surprised to witness this repeatedly in multiple 1:1 coaching sessions and workshops, even among some serious power-player individuals. 

Part of the underlying problem is a misconception that feeling good about yourself results in narcissism, which needs to be policed by the collective. “Don’t get too big for your britches.” And what are britches, anyway? This isn’t Little House on the Prairie. 

In Australia the dynamic has a name, “tall poppy syndrome.” The idea being when one flower in the field grows too tall, above the others, it’ll be cut down to size. The message here is don’t shine too brightly or we’ll take you out. Yikes. Not exactly a winning operating system for creativity or personal development. 

But actually, having a whole bunch of self-esteem doesn’t turn you into an insufferable energy-suck. Scientific American helpfully breaks this down: 
"Those with a healthy self-esteem believe they are worthy and competent, and strive for intimate, meaningful connections with others, but do not necessarily see themselves as superior to others. In contrast, narcissists think they are superior to others, but they don't necessarily view themselves as worthy.” 
That’s right. Self-worth is actually the opposite of narcissism

We’re not here to play small in order to avoid upsetting those who fear change. If we all stuck to the current notions of truth and beauty we would never innovate, which is pretty boring. Advancement is fueled only by those who are brave enough to push past assumptions, to challenge programming.

Now, this is not the same as believing one’s own hype. That’s a different beast. Regardless of how externally successful you become, keep people around you who tell you the truth. Stay humble, ask for help where you need it, seek out opportunities to be of service, and most of all cheer on others in their creative pursuits

Speaking of going for it despite norms, I recently launched a Substack newsletter called “Since You Asked (and some things you didn't…)” about the experience of being in my skin, at my age, in a culture that would render me invisible - yet I’m pretty much thriving. More on that front soon, but if you’d like to come along for the ride for some unadulterated Laura time, I’d love to have you.

So consider this your nudge to keep on reaching for the sun, my friend. It’s not narcissism, it’s growth. Big britches, right this way. 

In Swellness, 

PS: As usual, I’ve created a monthly round-up of some of what I've been into lately. Hope you’ll find something in there that lights you up, too. 

Photo credit: Alessandra Olanow

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Photo credit: Lisa Love and Kimlet Gordon for Citizens of Humanity

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Lesser known facts I learned listening to this engrossing podcast with Thom Yorke, the frontman of Radiohead: Thom decided on his career at the age of seven, when he lay on the floor between large speakers at a friend’s house and listened to Queen’s Bohemian Rhapsody. He made his own electric guitar when he was 10, and wrote his first song at 11. But it was his acknowledgment of his own former boorish behavior that stopped me in my literal tracks. He owned it, apologized for it and has grown past it. Now that’s self-esteem versus narcissism in practice.

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